Tired.

I'm just so tired and exhausted from going out and eating and packing.
Yea, packing -- my worst nightmare. =.=
THERE'S SO FREAKING MUCH TO PACK!
like, seriously. I need to stuff as much as I can into the luggage. I stuffed hard. Real hard (sounded a little wrong)

Anyway, just a random post so that everyone knows that I'm not dead. =)

I'm obsessed with this green flower lately.

I got it from a clown! (yes choiwah, your favorite clown). Okay, I didn't really get it directly from him, I asked my cousin to get him to make a flower balloon, because I was too shy to ask him to do it myself.
I think I'm a little over-age to ask for a balloon from him. =.=

The flower was pretty! haha...

Okay, that's all for now.

More outings coming up. Will update some pictures when I'm free. Like, free.



counting down the days to Melbourne... 3 days.




Toodles.

Stupid.

I thought all he wanted was me. Apparently not.
How stupid I am.

Gone.

She is gone.
Giving her away is harder than I thought.
Much harder.

The day has come.

The day to be separated has come.
I knew this day would come, and the day that I longed never to come.
We have lived together for a year. Just a year, not too long, not too short either.

Yes. I'm talking about my dog.
She'll be going to someone else's house because I'm going to Australia.
I once prayed to God, hoping that I can find someone who is willing to adopt her, and now, God has prepared a family for me, but I don't want to give her away so soon.
Heavy feeling.
I cried when I look at her. She's so innocent and didn't know that I'm giving her away.If she knows that I'll be giving her away, I trust that she knows I do it because I'm forced to.

If I need to think of the bright side of everything, I would think that, her leaving might not be a bad thing.. I might get her back when I come back.
Who knows the future? Let God lead me all my way.

There's memories to remember, and I'm grateful.

Silky.

I love you.

serious?

Like... omg..
are you serious?

Morning.

What could be better, than being in the library on a wednesday morning, where I'm actually not having any class.
Yeap, I'm hardworking like that =P

Alright, I'm just so desperate. and by desperate, I mean.

- I'm desperate to learn how to construct that financial modelling thing-y.
- I'm desperate to study.
- I'm desperate to really, really, really study.

And so, I "kindly" asked Shawn to come over here with me! haha. Heng Luen is just too busy with his own work, that I feel pai seh to disturb him. that smart guy. sigh. I wish I can drink some of his brain juice and be smart too.
Of course, I'm guessing that Victor would be busy studying at home too.
I asked Michelle to come too, but she has her own reason.


I'll try to make the best out of today! (but here I am, blogging)
Nevermind that, at least I'm in a good mood.

A good mood, is a good start of the day.

Okay now, Let's see what plan has GOD arranged for me today.






Toodles.

List.

1. Australia Student Visa -- Done.
2. Berwick Accommodation confirmation --Done.
3. Air Ticket Confirmation -- Still waiting.
4. Overseas student Insurance -- Not yet.

5. Prepared for final exam -- so totally not prepared.




Counting the days to Finals... 5 days
Counting the days to Melbourne... 24 days




nervous.

Worried.

I'm waiting for my student visa to be approved.
Still waiting.
It shouldn't take that long.
Starting to get worried.

When can I get it?!
Pray for me.
Thanks.






Counting the days to Melbourne... 29 days.